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Ok so I came across this video earlier and i thought it was worth sharing. Its really kind of sad but in a happy way.

ok watch for yourself.



its an amazing story.
you can read the full story here.


have a good story.

Cameron.

Alright. from reading my last blog im sure you know that i could have used a really good couple of days away... well this past weekend i went to kari's(my brothers girlfriend) lake house(camp-shack). well it turned out to be a very good break away from everything. if you didnt already know, cell phones dont work at the lake. for like the first 20 minutes i kept on looking at my phone every 20 seconds then it was ok after that. we played some drinking games with my mom kari and skylar(and her water(she still had fun tho)). i got to know kari really good and i like her a lot. it was good to really get to get to know her after a year and a half lol.

bottom line.
i had a really good time and not that i dont love my friends but it was good to get away. im not saying that i didnt run to my computer and kiss it when i got home but you know.

the beach.


the beach.


lilly.(i am so proud of this)


ethan playing.


the girls.


me and kari.


me and skylar.


me and a cup.


kari.


shay.


shay and kari.


kari and a little bit of shay


dad got way to drunk.


our card game.


skylar rode with my dad.


my meme and paw.


on the road again(almost).



Cameron.

look at his pictures

2 weeks.

thats what i keep telling myself. :) :( :? im going throught so many emotions at once(main one being stress). why is the end of the year so stressful? well i have 104 make up hours due on the 30th(f*cked?) not really. o and by the way mom it doesnt help that your in my face every 5 minutes telling me to go do them. IT JUST MAKES IT WORSE. they will get done i just have to apply meself to them and then on top of that little issue i have to make sure im going to pass everything. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF EVERY YEAR? idk. this year I have managed it tho, ive started them more than one weekend before they are due(make up hours). lol. It has been planned. this summer is going to be awesome. i think i am going to get shanita and kait to do something at the OCP with me at the end of the summer just to finish it off. i have to get a job in the next couple of weeks. i really dont mind. i want to have my own money. i HATE asking my mom for money. it really sucks because i get yelled at all the time for spending too much money. i just wanna wait until after school is out and i can stop worrying about my all of this bull crap. WOW my mind is all over the place right now. i need a phone call right now. did i mention that my mom took my phone. i yelled at her because she was getting on my nerves. i am so stuped. i miss james gilbert. i just looked at my piney woods pictures and they made me sad. sky is fixing to go off to college. so is devon. i am sick of loosing all of my friends because they graduate and move on. next year im making friends with 3rd graders. i cant take that anymore. im really on edge. i think i might make myself cry so i can feel better. does that work? probly not... i could always cut myself...lol. that was a joke. it made me laugh tho so i guess it was good. (DISCLAIMER: i IN NO WAY condone self mutilation) OMG another one of my fish is dead। wow। i cant have fish anymore. they are depressing. ok well im out. yall have a good one. im going to get 15 hours done before the night is over.

हवे अ ग्रेट डे।
कैमरों.



here are some old pictures i found in my photobucket.

Today is Tuesday April 08,2008 and I have ADD.

with that said I will begin.

1. life
2. school
3. god

1. so not much is going on with me. lately i am getting frustrated REALLY easy. the other night i went to chili's with Devon Kaitlyn and Shanita. all the close friends. in the 45 minute ride to PA to find somewhere to eat(yes i said 45 minute ride) i went from being(in my opinion) in a good mood to being totally on edge and about to kill some1 with a sonic cup. it started with Devon's keys being gone and him crying for 20 minutes about that. then a debate about how we cant say the "F" word in front of Devon because it offends him(he cant give us a reason). he once again says I NEED MY KEYS. then we FINALLY get to a restaurant that we all agree on and as Devon gets out of the car. Shanita pulls Devon's keys out of her console. I ALMOST KILLED HER. well we go in the restaurant and they are closed. TAKE NOTE: we couldn't eat applebee's because Kaitlyn had some bad experiences. we couldn't eat seafood of Chinese because its of the devil. no Mexican because of Devon(really important(the other three of us are all up for Mexican)) Shanita doesn't really care. we finally just say chili's and we go in sit down to order and Devon says I'm just gunna get desert(I SWEAR TO JESUS IF I WOULDN'T HAVE LITTERED THAT SONIC CUP OUT THE WINDOW). i was in a really pissy mood now. well i realized that was because i hadn't had food since the night before. but the lesson in this was these people were really great friends. i love them, and i would never kill them.

2. the days are getting longer and longer. School is dragging along with only 2 months left. i hate the end of the year(well i hate the whole year but the end is the worse) because we have spring break and then the not another day off until the end of the year. I'm tired. i don't want to go back next year. I'm thinking home school or GED. not really. my mom would never let me get a GED and i dint think i want one either. it would suck to have made it in school for 12 years and then just throw it all away. but home school...definitely an option.

3. i had a nice talk at chili's with mainly Kaitlyn and Shanita... its funny what a lack of eating makes you learn about yourself. so it all started with the thought "i should go to church". i dint think i like what church is. went to second baptist for 5 years and in about a month all of that was over. i love God and i know that God loves me. I KNOW that isn't enough... its just hard. i was Pentecostal for a the majority of my life and i learned things then i stopped believing in god. then i started the whole baptist thing. and now I'm looking for some other type of closure. i miss it. i think i used second as a safety blanket. for the last year and a half it just seemed to fall apart. i remember when we would have to sit on the floor in youth because there were so many people and then we went to having 4 people there on a regular night. it was sad to see it like that. it just wasn't meant to be. I'm just lost i guess and to be totally honest I'm not really looking to be found until i decide what i need to be found by.


that's all.

Cameron
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Just Cameron.

just an update... or maybe more.

did you like how i did that. i put or maybe more so you would read on. a lot is going on. I'm really stressed.. FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON. is this how adulthood is? i really hope not. not saying that I'm an adult or anything but I'm really growing up. i have more responsibility. I BOUGHT A CACTUS. i just wanted to take care of something. it would be so awesome to have a HUGE cactus outside of my house and say "i raised that". its dying. i brought janet(thats my cactus) outside to get some sun and BOOM a thunderstorm came along. that was the worse day of my life. not just because of my cactus being over watered but it was one of those days where one thing after another bad happened. first my computer crashed. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I WAS. it wouldnt even turn on. then i fell back in my chair and cut my toe on my (apperently sharp) desk and broke a wheel off of my chair. then about an hour later another wheel broke off my chair and I CUT MY TOE AGAIN on my (apperently sharp) desk. you know you go through your life never cutting your toe and then you do it 2 times in the same night. THEN I GOT A HEADACH. i swear. it ticked me off so bad. but im ok now. the next night we went to play laser tag. it was fun. it sounds so gay but for the first time in a REALLY long time i have been going and doing stuff and having fun. i missed that. well im going to bed. im gunna put a few pictures up. as if my blog doesnt have enough of those.

im not going to spell check this. i figure if you dont like my spelling errors then you dont like me for who i am. (i giant spelling error)...lol.


so here are some pictures. i love these people. they make it worth it to keep going.