Im Just Cameron. This is my Blog.

So im slowly starting to learn to put my trust in God again. This has always been really hard for me and lately it seems like I don't do it at all.

BACK STORY:

Tonight I went to McDonalds for a late night chicken nugget run. When I got to the window to get my food I have my debit card in my hand and the guy said "It's on the house tonight". I was really surprised by that and I just thought cool, Saved me 4 bucks. So I drove to the trash can to throw an old cup from lunch that day away to make room for my large Dr. Pepper(also a gift from God). When I tossed it in the trash my 5 year olds hand eye coordination kicked in and I missed and the drink splattered on the ground, SOO I got out of the car and picked up the cup and threw(from a closer starting point of course) it in the trash. I had totally forgot that when the guy said I didn't have to pay I just sat my debit card in my lap. So I get back in the car and drive home but when I got there I saw that I didn't have my card. I tore my car apart looking for it and checkin my wallet 30 times in all 11 pockets and it wasn't anywhere to be found. So I remembered that I had just got out of the car at McDonalds so I drove back there the whole time praying Jesus please just let it either be there or just let it be in this car somewhere. When I got there it wasn't on the ground so I drove back home ready to go online and just cancel it which I really didn't want to do SO I pulled in the driveway and tore the car apart again and gave up...still praying... as soon as I lock my car I open my wallet one last time and guess what was in there??? MY DEBIT CARD. Thats right. I'm not sure how to explain this because I'd bet a million dollars that it wasn't in there.

THIS BRINGS ME TO:

One night after we got home from church camp a long long long long time ago me, my sister, and Katie Hoffpauir were riding in her car on the way back from Jo Martins pool party and my sister thought she lost her cell phone and she was really freaking out about it. So were looking everywhere for it and Katie says Lacey just pray about it, and Lacey says "I'm not going to pray about something so stupid" but katie said just remember Philippians 4:6 and we all prayed about it and Lacey found her phone just a few minutes later. Since that night I have always remembered this moment and Philippians 4:6 has been such a huge part of my life.

Philippians 4:6-7
"6 do not be anxious about ANYTHING, but in EVERYTHING by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."



I really need to start blogging regularly again. Its my favorite thing to do. Plug in the headphones and just type. We'll see.


Namaste,
☮Cameron



Check out this video of my kids at VBS particularly Landon who is a baller.

This coming from the guy who named his car Eunice.
So whats up interweb?
I never blog anymore. I find this strange because its one of my favorite things to do. It takes a long time tho. Being so ADD I find myself looking off into the distance for about 30 minutes before I realize that I'm still blogging. SO,,, what's new with you guys? Ok I'll start with myself. Nothing new. I got a haircut, its different. I'll probably go back to the old school(stuck my finger in a electrical socket) look but for now it's good. Lets see... Oh I got insurance. I've never had insurance before, you know other than medicaid when my dad started that cabinet painting business. Who knew there wasn't a market for cabinet making in SE Texas? ANYWAY. Its cool I'll go to the dentist and doctor and all that stuff. They take like 35 bucks out of each check for it so I'm pretty sure I'm gunna get my moneys worth. Now I just have to find doctor and a dentist. I want a good one. Working at the pharmacy you learn who all the whack jobs are. Speaking of doctors. If you haven't already started you should be reading SixYearMed. Its a blog about a resident pediatrician at a hospital. That's about all I can explain so you have to read the rest for yourself. She blogs about all of the stuff that goes on in the hospital with the kids. It gets pretty sad at times. Check it out for yourself.

That's really all I had to say for the time being.

I'll be back.

but honestly

don't wait up.

:)

Cameron.

**This post is a draft that was never posted and I posted all of them on the date that they were written without any edits or spell checking. Sorry for my illiteracy**

***Im actually pretty bummed that I never finished this. Its pretty funny. I still have the memory. One day I might finish it. I'll let you know.***

Notes to the reader.
I'm telling this story under the name Geodon Ausherman just cuz.
This entire blog was typed on my iPhone while I sat at McDonalds in Walmart. Now if everyone would grab your paper and a number 2 pencil we will begin.

So I've been at super Walmart for a good hour now waiting to get my oil changed. And trust me, it's not as fun as it sounds. I've come across many different types of people in the last hour and not 1 person has had even the smallest bit of normal in them. Maybe it's because I'm in orange or maybe it's just Walmart but whatever it is I wish it would stop... Here's where my journey starts. This morning I wake up around 2:30. Later than I had hoped because I needed to get an oil change before I drive to Houston Monday. Well I call modica brothers and they say if I can get there by 3 I'll get in. Well this was doable it was only 239 and everyone knows you can get from 160 Caldwell to 2425 N 16th street in exactly 18 minutes. Everyone does know that right? Anywayyy. So I get ready to leave and am in the car at 242 perfect. I'll get there right at 3. Well my debt card is missing. This just can't be, I HAVE TO GET MY OIL CHANGED. Ok let's pause here for a sec. I'm the kida guy who finds something he likes and sticks with it FOREVER! For instance, I only get gas at 1 gas station. I really do think that every gas station other than the chevron on the corner of 87 and 62 is going to have gas that will make my car explode. Honestly I do think that. The only place I will ever get body work done(on my car) is collision clinic in BC because they we're good now I have the mindset that's the only place I can go for the rest of my life. so you can see why It was so important for me to get my oil changed at modica. And play. I searched for my card everywhere for 4 minutes to the point I was in tears(ok not in tear but you get my drift) knowing that there was no way I was going to get to modica and I just couldn't get my oil changed today. At 2:58 I finally gave up, I knew there was no way I would get there. So just as I give up I lean over and the car is next to the seat of my car(at this point Ive already cussed out my mom and everything) I was pissed. So sitting there Im thinking well maybe Walmart. This was really hard for me to do. Te only place I have ever went is modica. So i finally cave knowing that im about to get a walmart brand oil change. So i pull up and im a little impressed at the fact that they are open until 8 on Saturdays. NOW IT GETS GOOD...
So i walk in and get in line, not knowing that as i get in line a guy was going to drive his car right into the oil change line. im waiting and she says even tho you were here first i have to let him go because its against our policy to make him move(fret not, that policy will be changing after i call 800-walmart) so im BEYOND pissed. so after he goes in she starts asking me questions about my life... why i had to do defensive driving, why my car went into the shop, where i went to school. im like, lady with 2 teeth BACK OFF! so she gives me my ticket and says itll be 30 minutes. Im like ok thats fast. well an hour later here i am writing this blog. I went and got in line to get some food from the deli. Its exciting because walmart has the most amazing BBQ boneless wings. I walk up and there is a very nice looking african american woman working the counter.
me-"Id like a plate lunch with 2 sides please".
african american woman-"Weew you no it be fo dollas?".
me-"yes mam i still want it."
african american woman-rolls eyes"Whateva"
I turned around to the lady behind me and said "am i in the twilight zone right now" and she says "no sir your at walmart" Thanks again for the laugh Brenda. lol.
african american woman-"Wut kinda meat you wont?"
me-"BBQ boneless wings please"
african american woman-"k wut sides you wont? and dont even ask fo bunaina puddin cuz day aint be lettin us give dat out."

-To be continued-

i figured i wouldnt get you excited for a really positive blog so i just gave away the fact that im cranky in the title.

its been storming for like a week. sucks for our yard(or whats left of one) but really good for storm chasing and taking some good pictures. it got so bad one day that i almost slammed into the back of a truck i had to swerve really fast to the shoulder. i went down 87 driving 45 miles the whole way to orange from bridge city. it wasnt the best time ever. im about to enroll in school. the art institute of Pittsburgh. its an online division on the AI. i wouldnt be going to pittsburgh. maybe for graduation. i decided im taking the graphic design road. i would have made crap loads more money as a pharmacist but i just cant do it. i cant work in retail for the rest of my life...lol. OHHH i got the fuse in my car replaced(well i went to walmart and bought some). so now i can listen to my iphone while i drive. i got a go groove flex pod(i think thats what its called). anyway. its the best thing that ever happened to me. it doesnt have a bad sound at all and it overpowers whatevers on the radio so hardly no static at all. i found that i listen to different types of music depending on my mood. for example, one day at work a customer had a misunderstanding and thought i was making fun of him(or her) and had family members call all the way up the cvs ladder and try to get me in trouble. doesnt really matter. i was in a REALLY bad mood so i drove around for 20 minutes after i got off work and listend to Marylin Manson. The next day i had a pretty good day and i got off and listend to matt west(if you dont know who that is you suck). well thats really all i have to say. a bunch of nothing.

yes im still alive.
dont worry.
still kickin after all these years.
still takin requests.
still makin trouble.

ok im much to tired. i think im a little delirious.
☮ ☮ ☮ ☮ ☮
...Cameron...
☮ ☮ ☮ ☮ ☮

ok so i have a strict pattern that i like to follow...
blog often, blog less, get caught up in life, blog never.
its a vicious cycle.
anyway ive been up to a lot lately. i got a job. i got a car. i got a loan. i paid my loan. twice. thats about it. i havent taken pictures in a while. i really wanna start my 365 days back. i think i only got to day 9. i really wanna start and finish it this time. i think after i settle a little bit with the job and all of that crap ill do just that. dont hold me to that promise as of now tho. i wouldnt want you to be mad at me a month from now. vacation is in 5 weeks. im STOKED! i cant wait. its really much needed. san antonio again... i like S.A. ill post a prevacablog(that meant something in my mind.)OOH blake is in town. ive missed her. i havent seen her yet tho:( . its ok. the week is over soon. and we shall hang. today was a good day for the most part. no complaints. i am just really ready for a break. i dont even really work that much. mexico should be fun. i hope we dont sink. really. that would suck BAD. i doubt that would happen. they have been cruising people around for years. they prolly have the hang of it by now. alright well its about 2 now so i need to go to bed. goodnight yall.

im gunna try to start blogging a lot more often. i was thinking about daily updates but thats what a twitter is for. weekly is good.

well see.

Cameron.


ps. i love how when im done with these every other word is underlined in red. i need an editor.

**This post is a draft that was never posted and I posted all of them on the date that they were written without any edits or spell checking. Sorry for my illiteracy**


HEY GUYS...
or the 2 of you that read this.
just a little update on my life.
YES, i am still alive. contrary to popular belief.ANYWAY.
so a few new things in my life...
1. i got a new job which im REALLYYY excited about.
im a pharmacy technician at CVS. so yes i did just move from one pharmacy corp to the other but CVS pays better and i get better benefits. its kinda exciting just because its a career. they train me to get certified and then once im certified ill make 14-17 dollars an hour.
2. i kinda quit school. i transferred to parkview. its a home school that lets you work at your own pace on your own time. i think its great because i get to graduate on time so thats pretty freakin awesome. may 18th baby. you should all send me money so i can buy a new stereo for my car because mine is crap.

3. speaking of my car,,, I GOTTA CAR! its an 05 mazda tribute. i like it A WHOLE LOT. her name is Eunice. she is perfect with the exception of my stereo. the CD player doesn't work. or the actual radio. but there is an awesome in dash gps im looking at that is great but expensive. anywhosal. i guess thats all. i really just wanted to update you guys and gals on meh life at the moment but there really isnt much to it. i guess ill be getting with yall more later. im busy trying to graduate and stuff so ya know.



alright guys

im starting this project. its called project 365.

this is what i do.
i take a picture that represents my day(what im doing, who im with, where im at).
ANYWAY... i take 1 picture for each day of the next 365 days and i can look back at everything one year from now and it will be awesome.

ill give you an example....

http://flickr.com/photos/26236264@N07/sets/72157604918555396/


thanks.
support me.
dont get pissed if i take your picture... :)

UPDATE:
here is a link to my flickr in case you were wondering.
http://flickr.com/photos/imjustcameron/