Im Just Cameron. This is my Blog.

2 weeks.

thats what i keep telling myself. :) :( :? im going throught so many emotions at once(main one being stress). why is the end of the year so stressful? well i have 104 make up hours due on the 30th(f*cked?) not really. o and by the way mom it doesnt help that your in my face every 5 minutes telling me to go do them. IT JUST MAKES IT WORSE. they will get done i just have to apply meself to them and then on top of that little issue i have to make sure im going to pass everything. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF EVERY YEAR? idk. this year I have managed it tho, ive started them more than one weekend before they are due(make up hours). lol. It has been planned. this summer is going to be awesome. i think i am going to get shanita and kait to do something at the OCP with me at the end of the summer just to finish it off. i have to get a job in the next couple of weeks. i really dont mind. i want to have my own money. i HATE asking my mom for money. it really sucks because i get yelled at all the time for spending too much money. i just wanna wait until after school is out and i can stop worrying about my all of this bull crap. WOW my mind is all over the place right now. i need a phone call right now. did i mention that my mom took my phone. i yelled at her because she was getting on my nerves. i am so stuped. i miss james gilbert. i just looked at my piney woods pictures and they made me sad. sky is fixing to go off to college. so is devon. i am sick of loosing all of my friends because they graduate and move on. next year im making friends with 3rd graders. i cant take that anymore. im really on edge. i think i might make myself cry so i can feel better. does that work? probly not... i could always cut myself...lol. that was a joke. it made me laugh tho so i guess it was good. (DISCLAIMER: i IN NO WAY condone self mutilation) OMG another one of my fish is dead। wow। i cant have fish anymore. they are depressing. ok well im out. yall have a good one. im going to get 15 hours done before the night is over.

हवे अ ग्रेट डे।
कैमरों.



here are some old pictures i found in my photobucket.