Im Just Cameron. This is my Blog.

ok so hot hearts was alot of fun and now its over so the fun is over, and back to the real world...so how about we go to blog mode now...
;-)

now that its 2 30 in the morning and im eating cold pizza(FYI i just realized ive eatin nothing but pizza for 2 days) i realize that i cant sleep and i ALWAYS post blogs when i cant sleep...come to think about it i posted a blog about a week ago(to the day)(and hour)...lol...anyway hot hearts...mike satterfieldsteve feemelvin adamsnewsboysjason morantall were ok...mike satterfield(speaker) was good...he really hit home on a few topics that he spoke about. steve fee(worship) was awesome. melvin adams(mc/comedian) was very funny i have to say. NEWSBOYS(friday concert) were GrEaT...i really liked them and i wanna go order one of their cds from amazon. jason morant(saturday concert) was ok but i didnt like them as much as i liked everything else.!.!.!.!.!.!.<- that looks cool. anyway...i have set goals for myself that some may call unrealistic but i will prove to any-1 that they are not...just small things that have became my way of life and i WILL get them out of my life ONCE AND FOR ALL...and most of all im gonna try to fix things with my dad...that will be very hard seeing as my stomach renched when i typed that sentence...he makes me ill and i hate him and how he lives his life...but apparently that is a major issue in my life and i will fix it! i may take time but i really want it! im looking for a new band to listen to because lately i am sick of all of the music that i have on itunes..ipod. im listening to chiodos right now but it gets old fast...i am in a wrestling match with my mind now and for the last couple of weeks...i am struggling to live my life how i really need(and want) to and i seriously believe that my life is meant for so much more that what it is now and i will do what it takes to "achieve" that...
thats all i have to say...
sorry if its hard to follow, my mind is not as sane as it usually is right now...

B.I.S.N.O.R.™

cameron

ps...FYI...Broken In Serious Need Of Repair...

pss...i like this No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord
>Isaiah 54:17

ok so the total offness of this last week is kinda crazy....dont ask me why but its the little things that make the week off...like my phone got turned off for like a day...we ate at wendeys for the first time in like a year...my youth minister and his wife welcomed their first baby into our world...i am no longer a cardinal singer...i went down the fire ascape for the first time(at school)...i drove home from waffle house...and im eating cantalope.

i have no idea what is making me sit here and post this i just found myself typing this thing...i only have 7 blogs and i like to think that my blogs are important...i dont post those random blogs that say things like "im so messed up right now...thats all" no a blog is to important for that...maybe you could use a bulletin to let the world know that you are a drug head...JUST MY OPINION...anywho i think i might go to sleep for a lil bit, but then i wont be able to sleep later and it might suck so i wont wake up for church...OK i wont go to sleep BUT i have to go to sunday school tomorrow because i promiced christy gray...anywho...(WO DEJAVU) so i just took a break to make a few ringtones(ahh piracy) BUT their good and i like them...theese are all of the ringers that i have on my phone

its goin down(megans personal)
over my head(lyndsies personal)
im not ok(voice mail)
prelude 12/21(text ringer)
im melting(in your eyes)
love like winter(main ringer)
miss murder
mr jones
another brick in the wall
little miss cant be wrong
here i go again
Enter Sandman

and thats all...im sick of blogging...so this blog is finished

blog accomp;ishment level -9

cameron!

if you want to skip the meaningless stuff then scroll down until you see the bold statement:AND NOW FOR THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE

RANT

i wish i could close myself off from the world for like...a day at the least. think how cool that would be. in a house all alone with no tv, no radio, no people, no myspace, no cell phone, no anything...i think it would be VERY healthy for me to have a break from the entire world...i try to do it but it doesnt work....as soon as i get comfertable i get a phone call from one of my dear friends telling me how much their life sucks, DONT get me wrong i love you people and im not saying that its a bad thing that every-1 i know decides that "im a regular Dr. Phil"...BUT COME ON, im not god and if its so wrong that i dont know what to say then dont turn to me...AND ON TOP OF THAT...why am i the one who gets crapped on when I have a problem? i just post theese frikin blogs in hopes that some-1 will read them and comment but do i get even that? no...im not mad just frustrated, you know?

now that im done with that...
RANDOM

i think my new favorite song is "love like winter" by AFI
ok so i went to bed at 10 and i woke up at 5:45...no able to sleep anymore...so im up till church, i hope i can get a ride with some-1 other than leigh, dont get me wrong i love ya leigh but i always feel bad when i have to call you for a ride every time i go to church. its not like your going to read this but i might as well put it in here because why start a thought and not finish...

i think ill...

so my confession for the blog on January 7th 2007 is that i...well what do you know my phone just rang...sorry i cant tell you people, next blog for sure...its not that big of a deal just thought i would tell some of you people...well i guess not!!!

i love my friends...they are good to turn to when i have a problem...lol i made a joke!
i have to take a shower at 8 but its only 7.......i love dots.....OOOH CRAZY FROG JUST CAME ON I HAVE TO GO DANCE TO IT...

ok im back...

we ate DQ for dinner last night, it was good. my brothers best friend works their so he hooked us up and i ate WAY to many steak fingers...ya its ok tho im not full anymore...i wanna listen to something mellow or heavy...why dont you choose and tell me in a comment...
WOW IM ON A ROLL, HU?

AND NOW FOR THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE

im going to use the word god at least 5 times so if this offends you then click here to exit..lol ive always wanted to do that. but you better not leave!so its been a long time since ive posted a bulletin that gets all deep and stuff...but i will beceause sometimes it takes me writing this stuff down to see where im at...so it seems like i have drifted far from where i WISH i was with God and i know that i could fix that, but its time for me to face the fact that i am not because i dont want to chang myself and my lifestyle...to be totally honest i would rather sit here and watch a infomercial on the magic bullet cooking system then sitting down and reading my bible...i would rather sleep then wake up for sunday school...BUT would i rather go to hell then go to heaven...the answer is NO... it just comes down to the fact that my priorities are WAY out of order...and i want to put them in order...AND i want to fix things that im doing wrong...i want to fix my relationship with sky....it makes me sick that we were at one point BEST friends...i dont know who told you that i was talking about you and i really dont care but i refuse to sit back and watch a friendship that we had go down the drain.

well thats all i have got to say ill go now.

-cameron`