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Sunday, January 21, 2007

ok so hot hearts was alot of fun and now its over so the fun is over, and back to the real world...so how about we go to blog mode now...
;-)

now that its 2 30 in the morning and im eating cold pizza(FYI i just realized ive eatin nothing but pizza for 2 days) i realize that i cant sleep and i ALWAYS post blogs when i cant sleep...come to think about it i posted a blog about a week ago(to the day)(and hour)...lol...anyway hot hearts...mike satterfieldsteve feemelvin adamsnewsboysjason morantall were ok...mike satterfield(speaker) was good...he really hit home on a few topics that he spoke about. steve fee(worship) was awesome. melvin adams(mc/comedian) was very funny i have to say. NEWSBOYS(friday concert) were GrEaT...i really liked them and i wanna go order one of their cds from amazon. jason morant(saturday concert) was ok but i didnt like them as much as i liked everything else.!.!.!.!.!.!.<- that looks cool. anyway...i have set goals for myself that some may call unrealistic but i will prove to any-1 that they are not...just small things that have became my way of life and i WILL get them out of my life ONCE AND FOR ALL...and most of all im gonna try to fix things with my dad...that will be very hard seeing as my stomach renched when i typed that sentence...he makes me ill and i hate him and how he lives his life...but apparently that is a major issue in my life and i will fix it! i may take time but i really want it! im looking for a new band to listen to because lately i am sick of all of the music that i have on itunes..ipod. im listening to chiodos right now but it gets old fast...i am in a wrestling match with my mind now and for the last couple of weeks...i am struggling to live my life how i really need(and want) to and i seriously believe that my life is meant for so much more that what it is now and i will do what it takes to "achieve" that...
thats all i have to say...
sorry if its hard to follow, my mind is not as sane as it usually is right now...

B.I.S.N.O.R.™

cameron

ps...FYI...Broken In Serious Need Of Repair...

pss...i like this No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord
>Isaiah 54:17