this is what i brought you...this you can keep.
Sunday, January 7, 2007
if you want to skip the meaningless stuff then scroll down until you see the bold statement:AND NOW FOR THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE
RANT
i wish i could close myself off from the world for like...a day at the least. think how cool that would be. in a house all alone with no tv, no radio, no people, no myspace, no cell phone, no anything...i think it would be VERY healthy for me to have a break from the entire world...i try to do it but it doesnt work....as soon as i get comfertable i get a phone call from one of my dear friends telling me how much their life sucks, DONT get me wrong i love you people and im not saying that its a bad thing that every-1 i know decides that "im a regular Dr. Phil"...BUT COME ON, im not god and if its so wrong that i dont know what to say then dont turn to me...AND ON TOP OF THAT...why am i the one who gets crapped on when I have a problem? i just post theese frikin blogs in hopes that some-1 will read them and comment but do i get even that? no...im not mad just frustrated, you know?
now that im done with that...
RANDOM
i think my new favorite song is "love like winter" by AFI
ok so i went to bed at 10 and i woke up at 5:45...no able to sleep anymore...so im up till church, i hope i can get a ride with some-1 other than leigh, dont get me wrong i love ya leigh but i always feel bad when i have to call you for a ride every time i go to church. its not like your going to read this but i might as well put it in here because why start a thought and not finish...
i think ill...
so my confession for the blog on January 7th 2007 is that i...well what do you know my phone just rang...sorry i cant tell you people, next blog for sure...its not that big of a deal just thought i would tell some of you people...well i guess not!!!
i love my friends...they are good to turn to when i have a problem...lol i made a joke!
i have to take a shower at 8 but its only 7.......i love dots.....OOOH CRAZY FROG JUST CAME ON I HAVE TO GO DANCE TO IT...
ok im back...
we ate DQ for dinner last night, it was good. my brothers best friend works their so he hooked us up and i ate WAY to many steak fingers...ya its ok tho im not full anymore...i wanna listen to something mellow or heavy...why dont you choose and tell me in a comment...
WOW IM ON A ROLL, HU?
AND NOW FOR THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE
im going to use the word god at least 5 times so if this offends you then click here to exit..lol ive always wanted to do that. but you better not leave!so its been a long time since ive posted a bulletin that gets all deep and stuff...but i will beceause sometimes it takes me writing this stuff down to see where im at...so it seems like i have drifted far from where i WISH i was with God and i know that i could fix that, but its time for me to face the fact that i am not because i dont want to chang myself and my lifestyle...to be totally honest i would rather sit here and watch a infomercial on the magic bullet cooking system then sitting down and reading my bible...i would rather sleep then wake up for sunday school...BUT would i rather go to hell then go to heaven...the answer is NO... it just comes down to the fact that my priorities are WAY out of order...and i want to put them in order...AND i want to fix things that im doing wrong...i want to fix my relationship with sky....it makes me sick that we were at one point BEST friends...i dont know who told you that i was talking about you and i really dont care but i refuse to sit back and watch a friendship that we had go down the drain.
well thats all i have got to say ill go now.
-cameron`
