Im Just Cameron. This is my Blog.

So today was a good day. i went to school and i kinda felt sick all day, but its cool.
I wanted to go to the fair with sky but i cant. (IM HER BEST FRIEND)...lol. Ill put a link to her on the little side thing *thanks leigh*. i have to go to with my mom to get haileys pictures taken for soccor tho. that should be fun. *did i mention how im a smart elic(i dont know how to spell elic)* anyway.

IF YOU WILL NOTICE. MY TITLES HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY BLOGS!!!

people get offended.
anyway. that all. have a good day and i will try to post again soon.

Just Cameron.

I haven't done this in a long time. I read all of my old blogs today and I realized that I only post blogs when I'm in a bad mood. I should change that.

This is more of an update on my life.

Its 12 and I should be sleeping. But I'm not tired. I'll regret it in the morning...

So today I finished transferring my blog from myspace to blogger. Simply because its alot easier on me. I finished my final layout today. Ill put a link at the bottom. I wont put it up until after Halloween because right now I have my Halloween layout on. I'm just going to keep fixing things because its the first one of its kind that I have made. I want it to be perfect before I put it up. I was absent today. Don't worry. Its not an everyday thing like it use to be. I have an excuse.

Kso. Ive been thinking. I don't really take change well. I mean people move on and go there separate ways and I have learned that now but I keep thinking about what I am going to do with the rest of my life. I want to move to Dallas after I graduate and go to school there but i really don't know how I can do that. I love Stepford. Its everything i have ever know. I know its this little dinky but crack of Texas town *in my opinion* but I think I would be totally lost if i lived anywhere else. That's not a little change. That's a totally 100% change. I have to take it in little bits.

Anyway. That's all I have to say. I just thought I should post something. It has been a couple of months. Well have a good one.

PS. For reasons that i wont go into i cant have this set to private so i say that I'm from stepford. I'm not really. anyway. that's all.

Just Cameron.

So I have a lot on my mind and I have to get it out of there...

as 1 more year in the hell hole that is know as BCHS is about to start I am saddened. It's not fun. And as if that isn't bad enough I get to start it with no people to help me out. James, Leigh, Lyndsie, Blake and now Danny are all leaving. All going to places that will be better for them (and that's great) but it is starting to become more real every day. EVERY1 IS GONE. And I am not happy about it. I didn't have a good night tonight. It was really crappy. I had a breakdown of sorts. Everything was going out of order and no1 was there for me. Sky was at her grandmas and Blake was sleeping I didn't know who else to turn to. then everything started to get worse and Blake finally woke up so I got to talk to her and I get yelled at some more and it really got bad-my throat started to close up and I couldn't breeth-Blake made me get off the phone and go outside and walk around.-I got really dizzy and threw up-now I have a good life. I get pretty much everything that I ask for but I want a lot more. Not possessions because I could have everything in the world and I still wouldn't be happy. I don't know what I want (I guess it wouldn't be a bad thing if every1 didn't leave me) lol. I saw Brittany Porter and Austin Bellaire at market basket. They made me feel bad because it reminded me of that part of my life that ended in a pretty messy way. I want them back. But I guess I can't get that. So now I'm just going to sit here in my room and wait for some1 to call.

Have a good day.

...Cameron...