Im Just Cameron. This is my Blog.

OK so some-1 asked me if I was having a bad day and (joking) I said no...bad life. And now that I think about it I am having a really bad week and its making me really depressed...the more I try to make it better the worse it gets...is this how the rest of my life's going to be...Suck really bad and no matter what I do to fix it, it just slaps me in the face and I find myself sitting outside staring at the gigantic water in front of my house?I wish it would change, I'm tired of being depressed all the time and no matter what I do I'm still depressed.I am always having a bad time but this week has been worse.Monday...nothing bad happened but I was REALLY REALLY sad (you know when you have a heaviness in your heart and you cant seem to shake it off)?Tuesday...I was supposed to have SI but I didn't because, I'm not going to mention any names (Mr. Miller) forgot to turn in the paperwork. my best friend told me she was going to kill herself. worked concession stand (should speak for itself) wednesday...ISS...i got to school 5 minutes late. got a tardy. went upstairs and Mrs. Martin told me i had ISS so i go back downstairs and Mrs. Villon told me i don't so i go back upstairs and a note comes that says send Cameron to the attendance office and Mrs. Villon told me that i do have ISS. ISS sucks. sat in gothic Cubical (personification BABY). my back was KILLING me. i was texting Tina and she called the ISS building and told them i had my phone out. they took it up. they wouldn't give me a chair so i stood up and said give me a chair or IM taking my phone and IM leaving. she told me not to burst out again or i would be OCS. they finally gave me a chair. finished ALL of my work the first hour. Mrs. dinger went into labor and left. they let me sleep. woke me up for lunch. took bite of sandwich and threw it away. went back to sleep. he woke me up to go get my phone. i went home and my and my Mom was frikin sleeping, after the day that i had i waited to have a Mom to talk to for 5 minutes but she wont even give me that. I sat outside until church. today...normal day.So as you read this can you please tell me why my week is been so crappy...because I cant seem to c it.Well, that's all Sorry its so short.